dear best friend (Voice notes version)

We've been friends for a long time
And I still feel like I don't know you at all
All I hear is " You'd look good together"
I believe it, but I know you don't

Is this a part of your game?
Me getting attached to your face
I feel like I am losing you
You call and state that were friends
Then go and reach for my hand
I feel like I am losing myself

Why should I stay?
Why should I bother?
Why should I say that you are my lover?
Maybe if you gave me a thousand stars
I wouldn't feel this hole inside

Is this the end?
Or just a new start?
Tell me do you even want my heart?
Maybe if you gave me a reason to stay
I wouldn't feel this need to escape
Escape from this place

If I try to move on
I have call from you at 3 am
"You just lie to yourself if you think that you'll find someone else"
Oh boy you drive our best friend nuts
This situation is stressing my guts

Is this a part of your game?
Me getting attached to your face
I feel like I am losing you
You call and state that were friends
Then go and reach for my hand
I feel like I am losing myself

Boy, why? why?

Why should I stay?
Why should I bother?
Why should I say that you are my lover?
Maybe if you gave me a thousand stars
I wouldn't feel this hole inside

Is this the end?
Or just a new start?
Tell me do you even want my heart?
Maybe if you gave me a reason to stay
I wouldn't feel this need to escape
Escape from this place

You ignore me for months
You say that you're bored
Is this what I get in love

You don't even know
How this month has gone
Is this what I get in love

Boy, why? why?

Why should I stay?
Why should I bother?
Why should I say that you are my lover?
Maybe if you gave me a thousand stars
I wouldn't feel this hole inside

Is this the end?
Or just a new start?
Tell me do you even want my heart?
Maybe if you gave me a reason to stay
I wouldn't feel this need to escape
Escape from this place

Escape from this place