The Ruin
My whole life seemed to be falling apart
I had lost my ministry and nearly lost my marriage and family
And worst of all my relationship with God was broken
As seen by my addictions idolatry and selfishness
It was clear that one word could be used to describe my inner person
Ruined
I had tried everything to change
Stricter Christian disciplnes
Christian and secular counselling
Psychiatry and medication
Even live-in programs
But nothing seemed like it worked to fix me
It became clear my soul needed
Restoration