Not Like It Should Be

It's not like it should be
I'm standing here, I hope that she sees me
From way up

I can't go back to where we once lived on our own
It's so hard to believe that you're gone
I won't look back it's too much for me to take on
We can change but for now, it's just
So long, so long, so long, so long, so long
I hope it's not the end for now
So long

It's not like it should be
I'm standing here, I hope that she sees me
From way up there
It's not like it should be
I'm waiting here, I wonder if she hears me
From over there

I'm lost I don't know what to believe
So many questions left open-ended
I try to conceal my emotions inside
But I know that it's
So long, so long, so long, so long

It's not like it should be
I'm standing here, I hope that she sees me
From way up there
It's not like it should be
I'm waiting there, I wonder if she hears me

It's not like it should be
I'm standing here, I hope that she sees me
From way up there
It's not like it should be
I'm waiting there, I wonder if she hears me
From over there