NUMB

Final stage of bein' numb, felt this way since I was young
Tell me what could I have done different, different, different
Yeah, I wish things were different, you created distance, take my pain away

How'd I make it this far?
Lost sleep, a couple scars
My tears in a jar
Drink 'em like I'm at the bar
To the bridge with my car
Now I'm swimming with the sharks
Can't swim, so I'm goin' down
Can't swim so I'm gonna drown
Didn't know, but I know it now
Yeah, I was chillin' in a dark place
Anxiety all day, fix it, a little heartbreak
Yeah, know I'm blessed, but I'm depressed
Can't sleep though I need rest
Listen close when I speak less
My wounds are still open
Lost control of my emotions
Devil keep on provokin'
My joy's been stolen

Final stage of bein' numb, felt this way since I was young
Tell me what could I have done different, different, different
Yeah, I wish things were different, you created distance, take my pain away
Final stage of bein' numb, felt this way since I was young
Tell me what could I have done different, different, different