Down in Heaven

Made a bet I couldn't win
In a bar called the Closed Casket
I'm selling all my things
Just a knee jerk reaction
Feeling horrible inside
Refracting laughter through my window
Glaze the animal tonight
And I'll consume him tomorrow
I did it to myself
I rifle through your drawers
I'll make up some excuses
Hoping for the worst
Wind up just feeling useless
Well, you know I fear the dream
Clawing at the silent alarm
Well don't bite the hand that feeds
Unless it owes you an arm
I did it to myself
Setting off at a slow pace
My money's on the overdog
Get one last look at the place
It's funny but I don't laugh
And I know that it's the end
Crush my last tenner in my pocket
Missing my ghost limb
Down in heaven with the office
I did it to myself
Because I deserved it