Suicide
(Chorus)
You say that I'm stuck in my mind, you see the pills in my eyes, I told you I quit well I lied, baby I am so fucking high, will you be here my whole life or will you get up and ride, I know you don’t like my life cause you see me up on the rise
(Verse 1)
I am one with the stars, sometimes I wanna rewind and take it back to start, when I could see the light and when I wasn't in the dark and when I didn't have a constant pain inside my heart, I been off the drugs I abuse my health, I got too much publicity I ain’t got no stealth, I got money but sometimes I don't want the wеalth, I just want happiness and something to make mе feel well, hell that's where I'm going, I been off the codeine I'm slowing, you say I'm a dope fiend well I know it but the drugs are something that I'll put in my poems cause I'm a poet for the youth, all I speak is truth, I have been winning but lately I just wanna lose, it’s either music or happiness I don’t know what to choose just put me in a noose
(Chorus)
You say that I'm stuck in my mind, you see the pills in my eyes, I told you I quit well I lied, baby I am so fucking high, will you be here my whole life or will you get up and ride, I know you don’t like my life cause you see me up on the rise
(Verse 2)
I am slowly dying, I'm popping percocets and sipping lean until I'm flying, I'm in my head and there’s a fucking constant riot, I'm doing 90 on the E-way and Jesus the pilot, it's been a few months since I been feeling suicidal, I ain't felt this sort of pain in a fucking while, I'm popping pills straight outta their vile, my depression is a wave I call it tidal, understand the shit I speak, every word it'll bleed, I feel incomplete, this pain it don't leave, I don't wanna breath, I just wanna see lemme leave, lemme preach, lemme see just fucking let me be, cause I'm alone, I'm stuck with the thoughts inside of my dome, they don't leave me alone, I ain't got no-one ever calling my phone
(Chorus)
You say that I'm stuck in my mind, you see the pills in my eyes, I told you I quit well I lied, baby I am so fucking high, will you be here my whole life or will you get up and ride, I know you don't like my life cause you see me up on the rise