The Upside of Down

Broken of my hand
Choking on my sin
Box I've locked you in
Sorrow and amends
I'm on the upside of down
Felt alone in a crowd
But things are turning around
And I'm coming back
I'm on the upside of down
I was lost, now I'm found
And I'll relinquish my crown
If it brings me back to you
Providence and crime
Guilt and grace in time
Poured out in my eyes
God and peace of mind
I'm on the upside of down
Felt alone in a crowd
But things are turning around
And I'm coming back
I'm on the upside of down
I was lost, now I'm found
And I'll relinquish my crown
If it brings me back
Wouldn't you say you had pushed me away with a shove?
What would it take to erase all the pain of our love?