Expression In Laymen’s Terms

I wake up in disarray and put on the same clothes
It’s been this way now for 15 days and I’ve got this feeling that my life’s a fuckin waste and
I wish that someone would put me out of my misery

My hands shake just slightly and all my former friends avoid me
I’ll keep on running until exhaustion destroys me
You can avoid me but you can’t ignore me
I’ll keep this game up until it destroys me

I stumble out into the street and then I just fuckin stand there
I’d step in front of a bus but I can’t even bother and
When I’ve had enough of doing absolutely nothing
I take out my frustration on someone else’s property

My hands shake just slightly and all my former friends avoid me
I’ll keep on running until exhaustion destroys me
You can avoid me but you can’t ignore me
I’ll keep this game up until it destroys me