Another Fifty Days

once in a while
in the middle of the night
I wake up and cry
like a lost child on an isle
something hurts so deep inside
I just cannot let it slide
wanna close my tired eyes
wanna tell my friends goodbye
you come you go
like a model in a fashion show
was there something I should know
when you kicked me off the road
was there something we should know
when you're stepping on my toes
was there something you should know
when she burnt my favourite coat
don't walk away
can you try to stay
can you try to stay
for another fifty days
I will be brave
but when? I can't say
if this day comes late
could you stay for some more days
don't walk away
can you try to stay
can you try to stay
for another fifty days
inside the grave is a different place
please don't let me down
please don't leave me in the haze
why could you come but couldn't stay
time can destroy
time can bring back all the joy
all this time I locked myself
all this time I asked myself
"where's the me you used to love?"
"where's the you who gave me love?"
doesn't matter anymore
cos i've left and shut the door