Can't Feel

I feel like no one understands me
I get high trying to forget the past things
I live a life, where no one understanding

I get drunk in hopes of getting too fucked up
Flash backs to my past
I just wanna feel numb
Living life outside my body, wanna feel some'
I can’t feel none'

Always say that I wanna go
Back to better days
But in reality, there was no better days
This is everything that I ever asked for
But I feel the same
Only difference is that I'm not poor
I remember days me and momma
Had to break the law
Nowadays, I break the bank
Make that check and take it all
And then I spend it all
Because I make it all i could die tomorrow
Why would I save it all?

I feel like no one understands me
I get high trying to forget the past things
I live a life, where no one understanding

I get drunk in hopes of getting too fucked up
Flash backs to my past
I just wanna feel numb
Living life outside my body, wanna feel some’
I can't feel none'