Alone

Awful, sad, I feel alone
Feel like my house just isn't home
If I ain't have people to feed
I would've took one to the dome
And put me out my misery, said I'd be fine
I know I won't this shit is a mystery
Me and my heart don't get along
And fuck my mind because it's times
That suicide in that bitch
I ain't ask for all of this
Just see the size of my whip
Put some problems to the side
Hopin' they die in this bitch
And then it hit's me all at
Once, I get to crying, and shit

They say "This shit for their songs"
Bitch I got real problems
Dealt with this shit on my own
They just can't feel how I am (How I am)
And they can't understand how I feel inside
(Inside) 'Cause they will never know how
I feel at night (Oh, oh)
They say "This shit for their songs"
Bitch I got real problems
Dealt with this shit on my own
They just can't feel how I am (How I am)
And they can't understand how I feel inside
(Inside) 'Cause they will never know how
I feel at night (Night, night)

I say, "I'm okay", just to avoid conversation
But really I'm starting to lose my patience
Don't ask if I'm okay, you know I hate that
(I do)
I pray to God, but still see Satan (Ah)
Wonderin' if it's real
Or if my brain creates it
I cannot tell I been thinking, waiting
Wonderin' if it's real
If my feelings fake it
All that I need is some time to face it

They say "This shit for their songs"
Bitch I got real problems
Dealt with this shit on my own
They just can't feel how I am (How I am)
And they can't understand how I feel inside
(Inside) 'Cause they will never know how
I feel at night (Oh, oh)
They say "This shit for their songs"
Bitch I got real problems
Dealt with this shit on my own
They just can't feel how I am (How I am)
And they can't understand how I feel inside
(Inside) 'Cause they will never know how
I feel at night (Night, night)