Bugs

The open speak, I sing to us
Below a door that one day shut
And never, ever opened up

The blood of words in desperate plea
And the plea
I don’t think that it’s ever gonna wake you up

No guiding hand
But the bugs still crawl, on a wall
And I promise
I’m never gonna let them fall

The swords in place
It’s my disgrace
And I’ll tell you
I don’t think
You’re ever, ever gonna show your face

And you’re gone
Gone too far
My heart beats so slow
And so fast, like a drum
But I promise I won’t ever, ever let this go
And you’re gone
Gone too far
My heart beats so slow
And so fast, like a drum
But I promise I won’t ever, ever let this go

I was broken now, now I’m broken bad
And it seems that
That I’m never, ever gonna heal my skin

My doctor told me you could heal
But I know
That I’m probably never gonna lift my chin
My instincts sour and my memories cold
I just wish
That you could have used a better plastic mold

And you’re gone
Gone too far
My heart beats so slow
And so fast, like a drum
But I promise I won’t ever, ever let this go