GRINDING

I ain't tryna go back

I'm on some skateboard shit
You front and pay for it
I work don't slave for it
My nerves say fuck that shit
Won't try my luck on a brick
I'm just too charming for that shit
Cup full and burn a half
This not the half of it
I'm on some skateboard shit
You front and pay for it
I work don't slave for it
My nerves say fuck that shit
Won't try my luck on a brick
I'm just too charming for that shit
Cup full and burn a half
This not the half of it

Aww damn another rapper
Beginnings was just a bastard
Just mama, a single mattress
No signs of the dad that had me
Had brothers from other mammies
Them nights mama my jammies
She tryna keep me warm
But hot from my daddy antics
She struggling, feeling famished
Just me, God, no family
She slaving them 9 to 5s but cosmetics the truest passion
Prosthetic my daddy fashion
No telling who the new catch is
To my mama she a bitch
And the fuck she gon do about it
Whoever want it can have it
Whoever want him can have him
Care less what he does for you
Cause he doesn't do for his family
The nigga got several families
He severed and did some damage
Left em single, out to dry
With all these children to raise them
We just like him, he ain't raise us
We grinding just to repay em
Feel indebted to step up
In this house his ass created
He was locked up in that slammer
Them birthday letters belated
I'm not really stressing that
I don't even celebrate it

I'm on some skateboard shit
You front and pay for it
I work don't slave for it
My nerves say fuck that shit
Won't try my luck on a brick
I'm just too charming for that shit
Cup full and burn a half
This not the half of it
I'm on some skateboard shit
You front and pay for it
I work don't slave for it
My nerves say fuck that shit
Won't try my luck on a brick
I'm just too charming for that shit
Cup full and burn a half
This not the half of it

Used to be friends be now some bitches
They thought I was fucking tripping
By a bitch, who life be kidding
Pretending but murder children
Performing and give a clinic
My form not finished is it
Clocked out from the bullshit
The clock just steady ticking
Bloodsuckers won't sap my energy
Shapeshifting my entity
Transformed my dreams my visions
To my reality
You dead to me not a casualty
Ain't have to do fatality
Just toxic, that don't rattle me
Snakes and chains been after me
Fear and pain come battle me
Feelings change, don't ask for me
I'm on ya mind, get off my line
My time bring value, see
All the prophets they woke me up
You probably don't know enough
But you claiming to know me huh
Yo hate just showing up
Hoping I don't expose the funk
Let loose what I'm holding up
I ain't open to opening up
Fuck you thinking you take me for
Don't feel no more
Just more bored until the billboards
On real tours
Spilling my soul
let it be known (I'm on some)

Grinding
Grinding
I ain't tryna go back