Almost Rising

Now this feels broken- like I got nothing left to lose
I feel so sorry - that you've got no one left to use
So take this token - I leave it up to you to choose
Between what's right and
This stupid shit you always do

I've waited for the end of us
And I won't give up til you're buried head first
And I will laugh hard when you cry
And I will dance the day you die
Because you're dust and I'm still alive

This is my parade
Cause I broke your curse
(I'm gonna take this ride)
Now I'm diving into the sea head first
(I'm gonna take this ride)
And I'm on my way cause I prayed for this day
For the first time in my life - I'm finally alive

Now That it's over - I guess I was too blind to see
It all meant nothing
Now you mean nothing more to me
The words unspoken
You couldn't say them to my face
As each day passes more of our past will be erased

Now we leave this all behind
So let me give one last goodbye
And say I never really cared
And each moment that we shared
I'll gladly watch as those memories die

This is my parade
Cause I broke your curse
(I'm gonna take this ride)
Now I'm diving into the sea head first
(I'm gonna take this ride)
And I'm on my way cause I prayed for this day
For the first time in my life - I feel so alive