Vacation

Can I leave?
I don’t wanna stay
I wanna flee
I don’t wanna stay

We all want a sense of belonging
I feel this isn’t my place of belonging
So I’m packing my belongings
I’m going on vacation
My mind’s become toxic
Now I gotta sort em out like I owe myself
Blind tryna find myself
Paranoid and I get annoyed I feel like nobody gets me
And they all out to get me
Only a few really care for me
The weights on my shoulder, can I rest at last?
Closest I get to shade on this desert is this cactus
Lost in the series of events like a Tv show
Keep it a hundred I’m breaking bad
I never let it show
I just want the pain to show
Let my real thoughts flow
I just want the pain to show
It don’t make me weak but stronger though

[Juma Mufasa] Can I let it go?
I’m so tired of holding on yhh
Can I let it go?
I’m so tired of holding on
[I just wanna let it go]

Can I let it go?
I’m so tired of holding on
[I just wanna let it go]
Can I let it go?

I said, a conscience is a lot to carry
To mask the pain I turn to Jim Carrey
I get dumber and dumber
Speaking to God like I’m Bruce Almighty
Make me a free man I feel trapped in the mental
And I’m going mental
Don’t believe the dental
Flossing out my 32s even when depressed
My mind is a slum but I smile through the stress
I got all these issues that I got to address
Food for thought let these readers digest
Stick the script before I digress
I just wanna trip out my mind
Peace of mind I try to find
On this road you no you got no luggage
So you ain't got to bring no baggage
Cos life is way too heavy to carry
Life is way too heavy to carry

Can I let it go already
These weights so heavy
It’s making my conscience weigh me
F it I feel so helpless
Can I let it go already (go already)
These weights so heavy (way too heavy)
It’s making my conscience weigh me
F it am feeling so helpless
Then I result to anger and I’m reckless (and am reckless)
And the cycle goes on
And I result to anger then I’m reckless (I go reckless)
The cycle goes on

[Juma Mufasa] Can I let it go?
I’m so tired of holding on yhh
Can I let it go?
I’m so tired of holding on
[I just wanna let it go]