Meteor Showers

It’s 1am, and you’re still on my mind
I’ve been waiting here since half past 9
You’re not late, you never even show up
I might be wrong but it seems like you’ve given up
On me
It’s so cold and I’m alone again
After all, we’re only friends
It’s not your fault, and I know it’s weird
But my imagination got the best of me
This year
My thoughts
They are like meteors
They fly so fast I can’t tell where they are
But you
You’re not a meteor
No you’re my northern star
It’s 2am, and I’m starting to freeze
Can’t feel my hands, ‘cause it’s forty degrees
My mind is blurring all the things you said
You make me feel so alive
But right now I wish I were dead
I feel so useless sitting here alone
I sort of wish that I had stayed at home
Why do I wish for things that won’t come true
I might have had a chance
Had I actually invited you
My thoughts
They are like meteors
They fly so fast I can’t tell where they are
But you
You’re not a meteor
No you’re my northern star
It's 3 AM and you're still not here
Why can't all my feelings just disappear
I’m here alone looking up at the stars
Maybe you are too
Wherever you are