Over N Over

[Chorus: Ted Park]
Sipping codeine drowning in that puddle somewhere you could hide
Slowly realizing this shit could've been you and I
I was 14 my brother stopped me from committing suicide
Scenarios play in your head where you die over and over
I said we here for a good time not for a long time
We say this the last time but it was the wrong time
Maybe you're the right girl that fell in love with the wrong guy
I know that we don't speak no more and that's the way that it gotta be
My brother dеad and gone but sometimes I still hеar him talk to me
My momma overseas I get too high every time she calling me
She miss her only son I see her crying and she fall asleep

[Verse 1: Ted Park]
Puddles on a pillow
I can't shed no tears but my songs cry an instrumental
I love smoking the woods but I'm still into cigarillos
When I was young wanted to ball like Jeremy Lin my bro an all star like Carmelo
Used to wish upon a shooting star now brodie shoot if you look odd fellow
This Glock keep it on safety
They talk it cannot phase me
I popped it drive them crazy
Rolling off rocks not tasty neither is alcohol
But I'd rather feel something than feeling nothing at all

[Chorus: Ted Park]
Sipping codeine drowning in that puddle somewhere you could hide
Slowly realizing this shit could've been you and I
I was 14 my brother stopped me from committing suicide
Scenarios play in your head where you die over and over
I said we here for a good time not for a long time
We say this the last time but it was the wrong time
Maybe you're the right girl that fell in love with the wrong guy
I know that we don't speak no more and that's the way that it gotta be
My brother dead and gone but sometimes I still hear him talk to me
My momma overseas I get too high every time she calling me
She miss her only son I see her crying and she fall asleep

[Verse 2: Parlay Pass]
I can't give you all my time working baby on my grind
I cried when my little brother died broke my fucking heart and spine
Made me think of homicide I gotta get my momma right
I fucked up 100 times I'm high on drugs another night
I love that girl but I don't treat her right I know somebody else will
And I'm popping all these pills cause I don't know how to deal
With all the pressure I gotta measure
All these meds on me and I am on several
Risking my life for the chain and gold medals
Off the syrup shit was a blur don't wanna remember

[Outro: Ted Park]
Sipping codeine drowning in that puddle somewhere you could hide
Slowly realizing this shit could've been you and I
I was 14 my brother stopped me from committing suicide
Scenarios play in your head where you die over and over
I said we here for a good time not for a long time
We say this the last time but it was the wrong time
Maybe you're the right girl that fell in love with the wrong guy