As I Grow

No, I'm not okay but I look fine
It hurts just a bit more every time
I haven't been feeling like myself
Can someone distract me? Fucking help
Speechless with so much to say
Tell me that it's gonna be okay
Haunts me like a ghost each day
Found that writing took the pain away
Every daydream feels like a nightmare, when you're not there
Can you wait for me? I'll be right there
I'll be right there
I'm taking my time, taking it slow
I'm learning to fix things as I grow
And just like the flowers back in June
I promise that I'll be back real soon
Hurts to see you hurting too
I don't what there is that I can do
Please believe me when I say
It's killing me to see you look that way
I never wanted it to be this way
Every daydream feels like a nightmare, when you're not there
Can you wait for me? I'll be right there
I'll be right there