ROLLERCOASTER

Let's go, repeat the same old game
I wake up and it feels like it's the same
Trying to drown out my own damn pain
Walking down the line, across the chain
Wait up, I'm trying to change it around
Sick of waking up and always holding my ground
Always have to sleep, cry or breakdown
Dig deeper in my mind, it's lost and found

I'm off staring in the mirror
The same person, just a little clearer
Personality of a killer
Same one who drags me down

I can't, I can't take it back now
Don't try asking me how
Why can't I just figure it out?
Tell me, how do I move closer?
I thought this would be over
My life's always a Rollercoaster

Wonder how I really ended up here
Keep telling myself it's not a fear
All I wanna do is try and disappear
It'll happen around the end of the year
Wait up, it's going in circles again
Always asking how, why and when?
Gotta face the fear every now and then
Just close your eyes and count to ten

I'm off staring in the mirror
The same person, just a little clearer
Personality of a killer
Same one who drags me down

I can't, I can't take it back now
Don't try asking me how
Why can't I just figure it out?
Tell me, how do I move closer?
I thought this would be over
My life's always a Rollercoaster

Walking at the same pace, I'm always on the road to recovery
Bringing up the past won't work but it feels like its always in front of me
My life's not falling into place
At least not at my original pace
How does it change me?
Faze me?
Tell me how to figure it out

I can't, I can't take it back now
Don't try asking me how
Why can't I just figure it out?
Tell me, how do I move closer?
I thought this would be over
My life's always a Rollercoaster