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Tryna to be a good girl
try to do what my mama told (me)
try to please everybody
but thats like running in slow motion, need to go fast (go fast)
I can't focus when it's like that
cocking my gun, the burden of pain
fuck em' mouth-breathers
poisoning my fun fucking with my soul like ether
Pressured to play the role they demanded
Fake a smile and take the blame for the damage
45 meters down
Starting to hallucinate
Drowning in the ocean of my own fears
45 meters down
You know it's getting late now
It's getting late
Though I seem shy you better doctor Jekyll n hyde your ass
Get caked up I wake up and I can't seem to fill in the gaps
Deep down I'm bad shit crazy
gas-sa-light you into loving me, baby
Easy
Meet me in the garden
where I'm snacking on the apples
This is ecstasy
(Ecstasy yeah)
Easy
Meet me in the garden
where I'm snacking on the apples
This is ecstasy
People pleaser
People pleaser
Ain't nobody rooting for a stranger
All that starring like you looking for a change, huh?
Ain't nobody rooting for a stranger
Don't nobody wanna see a woman angry
Don't nobody ever really got a plan b
Ain't nobody rooting for a stranger
Ohhhhhh
Uhhhhhh
Uhhhhhhh
Killing off the good guys,
Fillin' up my cup with they tears
Billy the kid, take a sip n watch me dip outta here
See me go fast
Lashing out for the outcasts, looking so fine
Even the blind know I'm posing for the wanted poster
Two .44's singing it ain't over
Moonwalkin' in my bloody loafers
Till I drop a gear and disappear to Rhodos
Easy,
Meet me in the garden
where I'm snacking on the apples
This is ecstasy
Easy,
Meet me in the garden
where I'm snacking on the apples
This is ecstasy (ecstasy)
Yeaaaaaahhhhh