Symptoms

It's not me
It's not me
It's not me
No, it's not who I am

My hair fell off
Scars on my head
I'm so weak
So not ready
I ache all the time
And I catch my reflection
Is it me I see
Or an endless masquerade
I don't see myself
It's not me

And the people say...

Days pile into months into years
I'm living with fear
I'm living with fear

When days pile into months, into years
Still I'm living with fear
I'm living with  fear
I'm living with fear

It's invisible
It's taking over
I'm no longer invincible
It's invisible
It's taking over
Is it taking over
It's the first thought with every ache
Shit, it's not it
It must be it
Must be it

Days pile into months into years
I'm living with fear
I'm living with fear
Days pile into months into years
I'm living with fear
I'm living with fear