Power In Words

[Verse]
I said I quit drugs, but I might need it back
If I relapsed would you still have my back?
Please just be real, I just need your advice
I been dreaming of all these pills every single fucking night
I need some help, that's what they all say
Commentating from a distance, but never involved in the play
I don't need spectators, I need people with me
My old friends were no good, they ditched me for some Whitney
Of everything I tried, I loved the opiates most
And that's a problem, 'cause those will always sink your boat
I need a new hope, not talking Star Wars
The longer I wrote, the more I learned power in words
The right ones are a blessing, and the wrong ones are a curse
I was always smart, I just never tried fully
Now I try hard, and people try to bully
I don't want to become just like my friends
I done too much to end up like them
I worked too hard for it to all go to waste
But here I am, playing with my fate
Playing with my life, acting like it's a game
The H enter my body, enter through my veins
Blacked out on the floor, it's so cold here
I want to cling to hope, but there is none near
I'm nodding off, this my last year
I'm dying in front of you, isn't that clear?
I said I quit drugs, but I might need it back
If I relapsed would you still have my back?
Please just be real, I just need your advice
Dreaming of pills every single night

[Slowed]
I said I quit drugs, but I might need it back
If I relapsed would you still have my back?
Please just be real, I just need your advice
I been dreaming of all these pills every single fucking night
I need some help, that's what they all say
Commentating from a distance, but never involved in the play
I don't need spectators, I need people with me
My old friends were no good, they ditched me for some Whitney