Bad for Myself!

Im so bad for myself
I aint talking bout my health
Im just sitting with my troubles
Cant seem to find a way to help
Contradicting, self-inflicting
Feeling dizzy, too much thinking
Tried to drink it, smoke it, write it
But the feeling keeps on creeping up on me
Dont know why but
This has been my entire life
And i just want to un-attach
From everything thats holding me back

Dont know why
But this weighs heavy on my mind
And I just want to understand
Why i'll never be a friend to myself

Im just too bad for my
Im just too bad for my
Im just too bad for myself
Im just too bad for my
Im just too bad fir my
Im just too bad for myself

You would think
By looking at me
Im the prettiest thing
But the inside of me
Is saying im not worth a thing
And i try not to listen
But it just eats me alive
And i just cant run away
Because theres nowhere to hide
When you look in my past
You will see why i am
Once you break a pure soul
There is no turning back
And that doesnt mean im evil
To the ones that i love
But to myself it means that
I'll never be able to trust

Im just too bad for my(I'm just to bad)
Im just too bad for my(I'm just too bad)
Im just too bad for myself(I'm just too bad)
Im just too bad for my (I'm just to bad)
Im just too bad fir my(For myself yeah)
Im just too bad for myself(Yeah yeah)

Dont know why
But this weighs heavy on my mind
And i just want to understand
Why i'll never be a friend
To myself