I tried my best, i didn’t expect to wake up

[Intro]
Like a part of this world, I don't just think about relapsing. It's, uh, it's darker than that. And, uh, you can say that sobriety is my, uh, greatest weapon, but... to tell you the truth, drugs are probably the only reason I haven't killed myself

[Verse]
I tried my best to kill myself tonight
I tried my best just to try one night but it didn't work right
I don't wanna scream, I don't wanna fight
I just wanna do about 20 lines
Tryna keep my here, I just wanna die
Devil waiting for me on the other side
I tried my best to kill myself tonight
I tried my best just to try one night but it didn't work right
I don't wanna scream, I don't wanna fight
I just wanna do about 20 lines
Tryna keep my here, I just wanna die
Dеvil waiting for me on the other sidе