TERRIBLE

I been waiting for a miracle for a long time
Lately I been feeling terrible outa my mind
Lately I been feeling sinical you ain't wasting my time
You ain't wasting my time
You ain't wasting my time
She ask my how my day was I say it was terrible
You wear my heart shit on my sleeve that ain't comparable
Done wasting all my time when everyone unbearable
Everyone unbearable yeah everyone's unbearable
Cause baby you know lately I been living on the edge
And if I fuck up and I fall then you gon find me dead
I spent my whole life running from the feelings lurking in my head
Long for a day when I feel peace but I stay high until it's then
Yeah I stay high until it's then
Cause I don't want this shit to end
If homies switch up they ain't friends
Gets so damn loud inside my head
My feet be creeping towards the edge
If I can't stop then I'll be dead
Got demons fucking up my head
It Feel like I been off my meds
Like I ain't go no fucking friends
Ay
Think imma jump see where I land
Ay
Think imma throw some fucking hands
Ay
Like imma do my fucking dance
Ay
Hot shower shit there ain't no chance (the rapper)
Ay
Anotha cup and I collapse
Fell off the roof and no one checked
But I ain't off my bullshit yet
Ay
Think imma do another drug
Think imma screw up all I love
Think imma fucking call the plug
When I feel low there ain't no ups
When I'm alone there ain't no us
I been waiting for a miracle for a long time
Lately I been feeling terrible outa my mind
Lately I been feeling sinical you ain't wasting my time
You ain't wasting my time
You ain't wasting my time
She ask my how my day was I say it was terrible
You wear my heart shit on my sleeve that ain't comparable
Done wasting all my time when everyone unbearable
Everyone unbearable yeah everyone's unbearable
Cause baby you know lately I been living on the edge
And if I fuck up and I fall then you gon find me dead
Spent my whole life running from the feelings lurking in my head
Long for a day when I feel peace but I stay high until it's then