Act of Desperation
I feel the smoke inside my eyes
I want the bag around my head
I wanna feel it closing in
Who's gonna find me when I'm dead?
My mouth is calling out for cold steel
And I can smell defeat
It was an act of desperation
Against a world that brought me to my knees
I'll enact the violence that consumed my fucking mind
I tried to push it all away
It won't fucking work this time
Weakness
Only weakness
Can't find rest inside my head
No one feels safe when you're left alone
Pain is all that I have left
Just wanna know what the fuck do they have that I don't
Weakness