Solitaire

I hurt myself again today
I feel a little numb, I could use the pain
I always find myself in this little bind
It's been a few weeks since you've been around
So here I sit with my hands strapped down
Patiently awaiting our secret games we used to play all alone

So here I sit all tied up
All alone with all my thoughts
I do not mind if this goes on

I think about what I'll say to you
When you finally decide to come my way
I'm sitting around all painted up like a fool
And I don't know how I got this way
And I don't know how much more I wanna take
I know you'll shoot me down and bury me before I get too high

So here I sit all tied up
All alone with all my thoughts
When will I learn to walk away
From the things I do that make me feel the way
I feel when I'm with you?
Tonight it's me, myself, and I

Solitaire

All this pain I seem to put myself through
All the ways I find to submit to you
Cat o' nine tails getting old
And I don't know how I got this way
And I don't know how much more I wanna take
A million ways to tame myself and a million nights to try

So here I sit all tied up
All alone with all my thoughts
When will I learn to walk away
From the things I do that make me feel the way
I feel when I'm with you?
Tonight it's me, myself, and I

When you come around
Do the things you do to me
hate this game of solitaire

Solitaire
Solitaire