Suicide Proxy

I'm so sorry
But sorrys don't change shit
She takes oxy and I remain faceless
Suicide proxy
And I'm alone breakin'
Friends can't stop me
Cuz they're all fuckin' wasted
I'm so sorry
But sorrys don't change shit
She takes oxy and I remain faceless
Suicide proxy
And I'm alone breakin'
Friends can't stop me
Cuz they're all fuckin' wasted
I'm the voice of those who think but never say
I'm the voice of those who stuck up in they brains
Every night I go to bed I pray it change
But I'm not gettin' better I ain't even got a taste
I'm convinced that it's just a cruel joke
I watch a flick then I wanna go home
I let it sit and I hold my tongue
Sayin' I don't give a shit, but I'm the only one that does-
I'm so sorry
But sorrys don't change shit
She takes oxy and I remain faceless
Suicide proxy
And I'm alone breakin'
Friends can't stop me
Cuz they're all fuckin' wasted
I'm so sorry
But sorrys don't change shit
She takes oxy and I remain faceless
Suicide proxy
And I'm alone breakin'
Friends can't stop me
Cuz they're all fuckin' wasted
Can you hold my tongue-
No-
Can you hold my hand-
Can you just hold me...
Cuz I don't really wanna be this motherfuckin' man no mo-
Girl it's all too much
I know I'm not enough
All I want is love
So I push away like every fuckin' opportunity
I got all these people that depend on me
The shit I shoulder I should prolly get like 10 of me
I don't know but this'll prolly be the death of me
So when they're older I just hope that they remember me-
I'm so sorry
But sorrys don't change shit
She takes oxy and I remain faceless
Suicide proxy
And I'm alone breakin'
Friends can't stop me
Cuz they're all fuckin' wasted
I'm so sorry
But sorrys don't change shit
She takes oxy and I remain faceless
Suicide proxy
And I'm alone breakin'
Friends can't stop me
Cuz they're all fuckin' wasted