Shell of a Man

I'm a shell
Of a man
So drive me to
Well, they won't understand
So lemme stay a little bit longer
At your place 'til I'm a bit stronger
I'm a shell
Of a man
So drive me to
Well, they won't understand
I can't break it's just a bit farther
I'm insane if I say I'm not bothered
Everyday I wake up feel like shit
I just wanna know if this is it
Got a lot of habits I should kick
I'm just hopin' that those habits make me rich
Take a shot of serotonin, I can feel it in my veins
Didn't care that it was loaded, I still put it to my brain
Everytime I go and open, I get hit with all the pain
So I pretend that I been growin, tell my friends to look away
You could heal my shit, but we're way too late
This feels perfect, but it's just one night
It's not worth it, but I hate my life
So I'm gon' sleep right here tonight
I'm a shell
Of a man
So drive me to
Well, they won't understand
So lemme stay a little bit longer
At your place 'til I'm a bit stronger
I'm a shell
Of a man
So drive me to
Well, they won't understand
I can't break it's just a bit farther
I'm insane if I say I'm not bothered
Why can't we just act like what it is
I been goin' down with all my shit
All my friends are drunk or takin' hits
And now I'm scared that that's just all there fuckin' is
Yeah, I don't even get it I did all this off the rip
Do you know the reason why I always feel like shit
Now I'm runnin' out of reason just to fight through all of this
But I won't be defeated I'm no motherfuckin' bitch
You could heal my shit, but we're way too late
This feels perfect, but it's just one night
It's not worth it, but I hate my life
So I'm gon' sleep right here tonight
I'm a shell
Of a man
So drive me to
Well, they won't understand
So lemme stay a little bit longer
At your place 'til I'm a bit stronger
I'm a shell
Of a man
So drive me to
Well, they won't understand
I can't break it's just a bit farther
I'm insane if I say I'm not bothered