We're Not Friends Anymore

Friends are forever, but forever didn't last
The expiration's on the bottle of the pills that you passed
To the junkies for a profit, you didn't see the problem
Your secrets were a loaded gun, I never even cocked it
I always had your back, but all you did was stab mine
You just disappeared, but always lurking like a landmine
You just couldn't respect the decisions I made
Couldn't stick out your neck and just let me make that big mistake
You couldn't let me learn from it, instead I burned from it, where the fuck were you?
Too busy getting turnt, someone came between us, that's all it called for
Friends of me now are enemies, so tell your demons it's a small world

I built all of these bridgesjust for you to burn 'em back down

Sometimes I wish you were here
You need to come up for air
These demons pulling you under
It's like you don't even care
Sometimes I wish you had stayed
You need to watch what you say
These demons pulling you under
Are gonna drown you one day

I have been painting a gruesome portrait of you, honestly
But what if maybe you're human and the monster is me
There was so much you gave, I had no problem in taking
But I always wanted more, I didn't care that you saved me
But I was living on a groundhog's day
How can I blame you when it's me that couldn't seem to change? 
You were on the wrong path, but maybe I'm the one who put you on it
Sold our friendship for a siren, how could I expect that you would want it?
Fork in the road, so many choices we make
Can lead you where you end, and that's my biggest mistake
So to every single one of you, that I just let slip away
No need to apologize, but I can't seem to forgive me

Sometimes I wish you were here
You need to come up for air
These demons pulling you under
It's like you don't even care
Sometimes I wish you had stayed
You need to watch what you say
These demons pulling you under
Are gonna drown you one day

Sometimes I wish you were here
You need to come up for air
These demons pulling you under
It's like you don't even care
Sometimes I wish you had stayed
You need to watch what you say
These demons pulling you under
Are gonna drown you one day

I really wish you were here
I'm suffocating and scared
These demons pulling me under
And I'm trying so hard to care
Sometimes I wish you had stayed
You always knew what to say
These demons pulling me under
Are outcomes of choices I've made