In for a World of Hurt

Yesterday
Yesterday I looked around
I found out
My mistakes
Cost me everything I own
Now I know
Don't ever get comfortable
Never get too attached
Never get close
Don't hold on
Don't ever let anyone
Let you believe that you're
Anything more

Than a failure
In between defeats
I was on my way
To somewhere I called home

Then I realized there's no such place
Stop reaching out
Stop here and lay back down
Don't get up
Stop reaching out
Stop here and lay back down
Don't, don't get up
Stop letting yourself believe
You deserve anything
Other than what
You have earned
Stop

What are you waiting for?
Put your money down and let's get on with it
You'll never understand me, will you?
You think you're gonna put me in a room somewhere so you can have me all to yourself
You tell me what to say and I'll say it

I thought I could keep everything
I could be anyone
Look at me now

I'm a failure
Still between defeats
I was on my way
Walking down the street
I have paid for all of my crimes but I haven't paid for her
I will pay for it now
But let me tell you first

You're in for a world of hurt
Stop reaching out
Everyone
Lets you down
Stop reaching out
Everyone
Lets you down
Stop reaching out
(Do you know why your husband committed suicide?)
Everyone you love
Lets you down
Stop reaching out
Lie back down
Don't get up