Killing Me

Why can't I carve out these fragments
That I hate and burn them away
Cause I'm still dealing with these demons
Hiding in the parts I want to erase

I'm in love with the amnesia
That I let take over me
So I don't have to remember a single thing
I'm sick of trying not to focus on the past
But who I am still hates the person that I know I've been

I want to kill
The person that I used to be
I want to kill
All these messed up memories
That are killing me

Why do I still feel defenseless
To the hold you had over me
I was too young to understand it
And now it feels too late to be free

I just wish I could go back
When I still had a chance
Reforming every moment now that I know who I am
I'm sick of trying not to focus on the past
But who I am still hates the person that I know I've been

I want to kill
The person that I used to be
I want to kill
All these messed up memories
That are killing me

You're still killing me
You're still killing me

I want to kill
The person that I used to be
I want to kill
All these messed up memories
I want to kill
The person that I used to be
I want to kill
All these messed up memories
That are killing me

You're still killing me
You're still killing me