Nanimonai

It's detrimental
I need you
Or I'll have nothing to lose
It's detrimental
I need you
Or I'll have nothing to lose
nothing
I've been laying low
Yeah tryna deal with heartache
Everybody wants to hurt me
Do You wanna partake
For my sake
Could please just get the fuck out my face
Cuz I'm not one to say shit back
And get violent at a face pace
Dad gone so long
Yeah with no trace
Mom near but I can't stand to look at your face
I can't judge your life choices
Hell naw that's your maze
But I'll be damned if love someone
Who never bothered to change
And it's sad because I've felt this way since 13
Said I was fine but knew deep inside I was hurting
And I felt weak because people would disregard it
But like my parents I should just learn to discard shit
But you're wrong, only want kids for what they could get you
Say you love us but you're actions just don't fit the picture
Dog food, hot water, iron, some shit we've been through
And then you'd tell us lies out your mouth knowing that we'd miss you
But I can't take it
All this faking and hiding my pain
I sat up thinking of death
Hoping it would stop all the rain
Won't get my license
Cuz I might just swerve outta the lane
Might shoot myself
Cuz these thoughts just won't get outta my brain
I hope I die soon
Cuz these thoughts don't be moving along
And I would try too
But my brain just decided it's wrong
And I won't lie boo
My escape is inside of my songs
Alone and sad
I always knew that I didn't belong
It's detrimental
I need you
Or I'll have nothing to lose
It's detrimental
I need you
Or I'll have nothing to lose
nothing
I've been laying low
Yeah tryna deal with heartache
Everybody wants to hurt me
Do You wanna partake
For my sake
Could please just get the fuck out my face
Cuz I'm not one to say shit back
And get violent at a face pace
Dad gone so long
Yeah with no trace
Mom near but I can't stand to look at your face
I can't judge your life choices
Hell naw that's your maze
But I'll be damned if love someone
Who never bothered to change
It's detrimental
I need you
Or I'll have nothing to lose
It's detrimental
I need you
Or I'll have nothing to lose
nothing