Lavender Bones

[Verse 1]
Sick of having empty habits
Leading to the selfish havoc
I’m lonely in my own bones
You’re unweaving where you stand
Stitch me into all your plans
Just like a cherry stone

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Temporary fleeting thrills
Keep me bruised and make me ill
My skin has lavender tones
Tell me I’m a loaded gun
Tie me up and come undone
I can cover it up, I can cover it up
I can cover it up, I can cover it

[Chorus]
I know I’m out of my depth, but I just float in it
I try to do my best, stop picking fights with it
I wanna be upset, you’re not alright with it
I can cover it up, I can cover it
Try to speak my mind, wish it was by design
But I can only confess to having doubts with it
Don’t wanna feel regret, I’m not alright with it
I can cover it up, I can cover it
(I can cover it up, I can cover it up)

[Verse 2]
Spending time with or without you
Cutting corners just to get
You out of my Goddamn mind
Keep your words up where they’re brewing
I want something worth pursuing
Still letting you curl my spine

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Temporary fleeting thrills
Keep me bruised and make me ill
My lonely lavender bones
Tell me how to hurt for fun
Tie me up and come undone
I can cover it up, I can cover it

[Chorus]
I know I’m out of my depth, but I just float in it
I try to do my best, stop picking fights with it
I wanna be upset, you’re not alright with it
I can cover it up, I can cover it
Try to speak my mind, wish it was by design
But I can only confess to having doubts with it
Don’t wanna feel regret, I’m not alright with it
I can cover it up, I can cover it

[Bridge]
What have I done?
Chewing on my words
Nothing’s enough, I rinse myself in the dirt
Sold all my time to a plastic ecstasy
Nothing's enough

[Chorus]
I know I’m out of my depth, but I just float in it
I try to do my best, stop picking fights with it
I wanna be upset, you’re not alright with it
I can cover it up, I can cover it
Try to speak my mind, wish it was by design
But I can only confess to having doubts with it
Don’t wanna feel regret, I’m not alright with it
I can cover it up, I can cover it
I can cover it up, I can cover it

[Outro]
I can cover it up, I can cover it up
What have I done?
I can cover it up, I can cover it
Nothing's enough
I can cover it up, I can cover it up