And Heart

Recollections are a part of me that I cannot sever
Repeating the words that you said
I'm haunted by the memories that you left with me
So you could forget all about me

You laugh, and cry
And, at some point, I couldn't see the difference
I let you go
So you could turn away, and wipe my blood on the walls

I know you love it
I'm always begging for it
Cut off my limbs, while I'm smiling
Just another masochist

You punish me
I said that this is love
How wrong could I be
When I was happy

You played my god
I'll be the reject, carry the weight of your ego
I tasted your spit
And called it wine