Scars
Hook:
Your scars illuminate the night
Like the stars, they make me feel alive
Your scars alive
Verse 1:
It's been a long fucking way to get here
I've been grinding for like six years
Been beating me up, but I've had enough
Been telling myself, but I can't adjust
Now I've risen again and I picked up the pen
Inspired by friends, my daughter, and fam
So I might kick back, even though my scars hurt like ... (hell)
I can hear they kick and I can hear they scream
Overruled by my anxiety, by their words and my cDD
It kept me in the dark where it's always black
It's the fight I fight, try to hold me back
Tryna get this right, but I can't let that
Ruins the life I'm supposed to have
Tried so hard but I can't impress
Silly words as I walk through death
Drawing these lines as I draw my breath
Praying to god that they're not my last
Finding my way, but I'm haunted by past
Watch what you say 'cause I just might laugh
Depending on if you've been thinking or not
I'm not worried by casualties
That might occur as I'm dropping it hot
Hook:
Your scars illuminate the night
Like the stars, they make me feel alive
Your scars alive
Verse 2:
What words can I write that will right my past
What hurts right now won't last, but I can speak facts
Tryna forge my way and I'm willing to stay for a while
'Til they're reading my will and then I
Might leave for a while if I'm feeling alright
But I don't think it's right to be leaving you guys
When you listen to music that's actually fried
So bad that I'm puking inside, residue in my eyes
Pick up this prize as I'm tearing it up, I'll find what's right
I'm tearing up, yeah, I found my life
My scars are burning me up,
cnd it hurts a lot
Still, I don't have much
But it's better than being as fake as you fucks
Flaunting my flaws as I'm standing here tall
The voices are calling my bluff as I'm losing it all
I might speak loud, but I'll take this fall
cs I write these lines, my hopes are gone
I have plenty of time left
I should pick up some prodigies rhyming beside me
I'm sure they would like that
I'm solo for now, my psychology running in circles
cnd I can't get mind back
Stop cutting me, I'm back! I'm back!
Hook:
Your scars illuminate the night
Like the stars, they make me feel alive
Your scars alive