Jaded Messiah

Who I am, I don't know
But I'm searching to find it
I stand before the looking glass
But there's a jaded reflection of me
I try to be, I try to see
But I feel nothing but darkness

To trust in lies is suicide
It's just a jaded messiah
The face I see is no longer me
It's just your jaded messiah

What this means is unclear to me
But I'm trying to swallow
Your damn disease is corrupting me
I kill the pain with the THC
I try to be
I try to see
But I feel nothing but darkness

To trust in lies is suicide
It's just a jaded messiah
The face I see is no longer me
It's just your jaded messiah

Life reads like porn to me
A fucked up philosophy, ah ha
We're desensitized
Garbage in and garbage out
The man's got a lot of clout, ah ha
It makes me mad, it makes me mad

To trust in lies is suicide
It's just a jaded messiah
The face I see is no longer me
It's just your jaded messiah