Adolescence

I got a lot going on right now it's hard to maintain
When you tryna make it in this world full of hate
Baby girl I want ya
Right now I just hope my plan don't fail
I won't break I rely on faith
I got a lot going on right now it's hard to maintain
When you tryna make it in this world full of hate
Baby girl I want ya
Right now I just hope my plan don't fail
I won't break I rely on faith
Gone again I'm right out the house
Hardly ever home and I'm all alone
My shit been getting crazy I can't even focus
All that pressure got me pinned to the ground yeah
How it feel when you can't reveal what you got inside your mind
Situations outta line people cross me all the time
I been on my own thang
Trapped inside a cold place reflecting on em' old days
Picture me inside of paradise
Momma in the hills debt free and she living nice
Rollie' on my wrist flawless diamonds and they shining bright
Came up from below you would really think I did a heist
Dim the lights
As good as it seems it's only just a dream
Turn my struggles to stories now watch me get a bag
Plant my seed into the ground hope they remember that
I put passion into my lyrics so they feel my past
I got a lot going on right now it's hard to maintain
When you tryna make it in this world full of hate
Baby girl I want ya
Right now I just hope my plan don't fail
I won't break I rely on faith
I got a lot going on right now it's hard to maintain
When you tryna make it in this world full of hate
Baby girl I want ya
Right now I just hope my plan don't fail
I won't break I rely on faith
These days won't last long, life goes on
I try to stay strong
I done witness hell had to crawl up out that gutter gutter
Bringing hope to my other brothers I pray for your well being
Wishing that you find balance in all that you see is uneven
My foolish ways had me looking back
Blind to the blessings, I failed to receive the message
Went down the wrong direction
They call this adolescence
At times I question if they love me or hate me
All I have is my faith I feel like I went crazy
I just can't
Stand the lies or stand the lames
I'm tired of all the fakes and all the lames
Fuck
One time I only saw love as a feeling abused and misused got harder to feel it
Now I'm on my guard like I'm ready to kill
Since my wounds go deep it's gon' be harder to heal
I got a lot going on right now it's hard to maintain
When you tryna make it in this world full of hate
Baby girl I want ya
Right now I just hope my plan don't fail
I won't break I rely on faith
I got a lot going on right now it's hard to maintain
When you tryna make it in this world full of hate
Baby girl I want ya
Right now I just hope my plan don't fail
I won't break I rely on faith