Trials & Tribulations

[Goldinchild]
When it began I was molded by the thoughts of evil man / left alone to deal with wickedness in flesh and bone / my dome was corrupted spirit man destructed / interrupted brain waves I'm now trapped in my flesh also known as my case / to indulge in my sins it was my life I had to pay / as I walk these dark days my spirit fades away / the reason that I lost cause I was quickly tossed to the abyss of wickedness / also known as earth throughout the universe / perverse ammunition sent my mind on a mission / my critical condition by thе way did I mention / to forget my problems my crеw sipped on 80 proof / in my mind we justified this with false truths / I almost became one of the devils new recruits / drunken staggering babbling words that made no sense / yo son it's too late for my soul to repent /

[Hook]
Trials and tribulations leave my mind racing / problems that I'm facing constantly stand adjacent / no time for hesitation or relapse / look into my eyes and watch my heart collapse /

[8th Apostle]
I used to be the helpless victim of Satan's wickedness / tricking this teenager into sinning with the quickness / cannabis acid have you hooked like it was phonics / allusions and confusion with highs that were atomic / but then I realized that my life had no direction / detection finding out that it was my own defection / conscience is never obeyed only abused / drunken mouth got me in trouble face battered and bruised / confused wondering why close friends had to die / wish I could change the hands of time have them looking towards the sky / I try all the time wanna do what's right / don't fight .. keep it real rock the mic / despite of all the ones who try to call me outcast / I keep my focus on the future cause at the end I'll outlast /

[Goldinchild]
As the intoxicants were released from my pores / I awoke to find myself stranded on these shores / there's too many doors and which one do I choose / I'm a walking rollercoaster rides of emotion and love potion / now tempted by physical forms of Jezebel / locking my mind down like jail cells / plus these temptations make my tear ducts release precipitation / many nights I pray for restoration / mind games made my brain waves go insane / she love me she love me not that's all I heard / along with empty words when she left I was burnt worse than third degree burns / sexual advances put my mind into these dances / when the loss of a relative made my heart become a casualty / lust is my attire for sexual desires to fulfill my emptiness / despite of all this I rebuilt my fortress but nevertheless / I press through these trials and tribulations / begin my transformation from old things to new /