I.D.K./ To Love, To Love Not (An Interlude)

There's a time and place for all this
I don't think this is the time
I don't wanna break your heart but
I don't want this on my mind
I don't know what's next
But I don't have love left
Now you wanna ask these questions
And to be honest
I don't know
I don't know what I want
From you, or with you
I don't like when you be coming around
Cuz it be hard to keep turning you down
I don't like how you be saying my name
The way that you do it be making me smile
I just got something to get off my chest
I don't reduce you by wanting your sex
I don't mistreat you or use you to flex
I do something worse that'll make you upset
I play with your heart cuz I'm scared
I'm sorry I know it ain't fair
You see me, I'm naked and bare
Scared cuz feelings are there
I don't do love it ain't worth it for me
I don't know why it ain't working for me
When I be gone you be searching for me
Sometimes it feel like you hurting for me
If loves your intention, I don't want attention
I'm sorry but I just ain't ready yet
If loves your intention, I don't want attention
I'm sorry but I just can't stand it yet
Why do I put you in places where I know
The love you want I can't give
You just be asking me questions like I have the answers
I'm sorry, I'm pleading the fifth
There's a time and place for all this
I don't think this is the time
I don't wanna break your heart but
I don't want this on my mind
I don't know what's next
But I don't have love left
Now you wanna ask these questions
And to be honest
I don't know
I don't know what I want
From you, or with you
I wish it was different, but it ain't
And I want you, but I can't
Cuz I'm looking at all of the fruit
I don't wanna make toxic the love we create
But I prayed for you
Truly I prayed for you
And apart of me wanting to think, I may have been made for you
But
I'm hoping that Gods not using you, as apart of my character development
Because when you walked up into my life
The light shined and I knew that you were heaven sent
I stopped once, then I came back round again
Had left you in the dark, wasn't ready then
If you saw the person that I was
We would never be here with everything that we could've been
Look honestly love was something that I hated
Like Joe outta You it was sum I created
Ain't talkin bout fish, it was Love that I baited
But kept getting substitutions that I dated
Maybe I'm afraid cuz I know I wanna marry you
Maybe I'm afraid cuz you don't need me to carry you
Cuz everybody else they always need my support
But what if you say you don't want me
That's the reason that I'm scared of you
Please don't do this
There's a time and place for all this
I don't think this is the time
I don't wanna break your heart but
I don't want this on my mind
I don't know what's next
But I don't have love left
Now you wanna ask these questions
And to be honest
I don't know
You make it so hard
But I don't wanna give you my heart
I don't wanna open back up
To the world of pain again
But what do I do
I think I want you
And I'm just falling slowly
I don't know what I want from you
I'm losing my mind, mind, mind
I'm losing my mind, mind, mind
I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my mind