From Me, To Me, I'm Sorry
Dear you
I wish that words could heal
Wish that I could tell the truth
Wish that I could take the pain from times I tried to hide from you
I made you feel alone I made you feel you were unloveable
And it really makes me think that I just never know how to love at all
All the times that I stood still, when I could've saved you from heartbreak
But I traced the cracks and I watched you shatter, I'm part of why you got heartaches
I put everybody else first cuz I knew you were dependable
Not realizing I was doing it because I knew that you were expendable
I got
Abandonment and trust issues
And I never uplifted you
I just watched you cry
And never offered up tissues
It's easy to love on everybody, but hard to love on myself but
I should've loved you first before I loved anyone else
From me to me I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me
For all that I put you through
The ways I was hurting you
From me to me I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me
For all that I put you through
For ever deserting you
I abused us and I used us, and then drowned us in propane
I let people into our comfort zone, they was different but spirit the same
And repeating it hoping it end up different is the definition of insane
I know you was telling me I need to change
I played with fire and fell in the flames
I was the mask, to your hurting
Cuz you was the one that was broken
But I was the one that was hurting
And you were the mask to my broken
Everytime somebody hurt you, I never let out a word
I thought suffering was the way to love, so your pain could never be heard
I just wanted them to see us, I needed us to be needed
But you needed me the most and I walked away from you bleeding
I wanted acceptance
But you accepted me
You loved me the most
When they rejected me and I'm sorry
From me to me I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me
For all that I put you through
The ways I was hurting you
From me to me I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me
For all that I put you through
For ever deserting you