Wronged

I don't know why I told you that, I'm sorry
I know I killed the mood
Sometimes I think that if I talked about it I'd figure out what I should do
Because there's knives inside my chest
And they're poking at my ribs
Because I'm grasping at straws big enough
To finally breathe in
Because I've held my breath for long enough
To save what once was there
Do that for long enough
Realize that no one cares

I don't know why I blew up I'm not angry
For the first time I feel fine
It's funny how somebody who is gone
Can hold a presence in your mind
And I'll no longer sugar coat
Because nothing here is fine
I won't lie to save your feelings
No one ever cared for mine
Because I've held my breath for long enough
And I've tried to forgive
Do that for long enough
Realize no one gives a shit

So I won't be the bigger person
I am far to small
And I don't care for being selfless
You can take this fall
When one day this soul shatters
It won't be my fault
I'll go to the grave still screaming
I'm the one who was wronged

And you'll say I seem different
And you'll say that I've changed

So I won't be the bigger person
I am far to small
And I don't care for being selfless
You can take this fall
When one day this soul shatters
It won't be my fault
I'll go to the grave still screaming
I'm the one who was wronged
I'm the one who was wronged
I'm the one who was wronged