Mr. Needful
Once hopes leaves the string
And you feel bereft and utterly weak
When your body image disgust you
When the moon even betrays you
When Los Angeles is under a cloud of smoke
And my heart feels the withdrawal
This withdrawal of not ever achieving
Achieving a healthier exchange
I need to do this!
I need to do this!
Cancel denial!
Cancel my own self digression!
I need to do this!
I need to do this!
I can't suffocate under my own weight!
I need to do this!
I just need to stay strong
I need to fucking do this!
I can't let my own addiction drown me into the grave at a much faster pace!