Tired of Feeling Lonely

Everyone keeps asking me if everything's alright
And I tell them that I'm fine
But deep down I know I'm lying cuz
I got fucked over by an old best friend
And I don't know if I'll ever be happy again
Cuz I'm suffering silently filled with animosity
Waiting for the day his perfect little life burns down
Lately I've been miserable the pain I feel is visible
And it's ripping me apart

And I know I can talk to my friends but I don't wanna be a burden again
Cuz they're the only ones I trust and I don't wanna fuck this up
And end up like last time

So I hide behind a fake smile and I act like I'm okay
Push my emotions to the side and try to make it through the day
But the truth is that I'm hurting, I'm scared and I'm angry
Resentful and bitter, and tired of feeling lonely
I hide behind a fake smile and I act like I'm okay
Push my emotions to the side and try to make it through the day
But the truth is that I'm hurting, I'm scared and I'm angry
Resentful and bitter, and tired of feeling lonely

I try to conversate and not isolate
So people think that I'm okay
Bottle up the pain and try to abstain
From showing too much weakness
Occupy myself hoping it'll help
Distract me from everything
But I can't keep living a lie
Cuz these last few months felt like losing a never-ending fight
And I cry myself to sleep every time that I say goodnight
All I wanna do is heal and move on with my life
But I'm still bleeding from his knife

And I know I can talk to my friends but I don't wanna be a burden again
Cuz they're the only ones I trust and I don't wanna fuck this up
And end up like last time

So I hide behind a fake smile and I act like I'm okay
Push my emotions to the side and try to make it through the day
But the truth is that I'm hurting, I'm scared and I'm angry
Resentful and bitter, and tired of feeling lonely
I hide behind a fake smile and I act like I'm okay
Push my emotions to the side and try to make it through the day
But the truth is that I'm hurting, I'm scared and I'm angry
Resentful and bitter, and tired of feeling lonely

So I hide behind a fake smile and I act like I'm okay
Push my emotions to the side and try to make it through the day
But the truth is that I'm hurting, I'm scared and I'm angry
Resentful and bitter, and tired of feeling lonely
I hide behind a fake smile and I act like I'm okay
Push my emotions to the side and try to make it through the day
But the truth is that I'm hurting, I'm scared and I'm angry
Resentful and bitter, and tired of feeling lonely