Still

[Chorus]
I still got love, look what you done to me
Drag my name through the mud, but I still come up clean
Never would have fell out if it was up to me
I would have stayed down if it was up to me

[Verse 1]
I'm finding balance, ain't no time in my schedule for shit that doesn't fit
I gotta fix myself before I love a bitch
This feel like religion
This feel like Sunday mornings at church
This feel like forgiveness even if it hurts
I was too busy putting you first that I forgot my worth
Then you made it worst
You got some nerve, how you not concerned?
Way you treated me is crazy
You not what I needed, baby
You really got demons, baby
I pray that you see them, baby
I pray for your happiness
I pray that your faith is strong
I pray that your mental at peace even if we ain't involved
I ain't got no hate in my blood
If you can't change who you love, huh
Then change who you love, and I say that with love

[Chorus]
I still got love, look what you done to me
Drag my name through the mud, but I still come up clean
Never would have fell out if it was up to me
I would have stayed down if it was up to me

[Post-Chorus]
It's still
It's still
Even when you're not around
When you're not around, oh

[Verse 2]
I wear my heart on my sleeve, that's what I'm starting to see
I know in order to grow, I gotta water my seeds
I'm really old in my soul, you gotta pardon my speech
You tell me shit that I wanna hear, so it's harder to leave
We was like Martin and G, you was a part of my team
You told me trust you, and I loved you, so I followed your lead
They like you better when they need you, then they gone
I should have listened when they said you did me wrong
I put niggas all in position, I did a bid in prison
I ain't get no calls or no visits
You let me fall, now it's different
You say my name and tell them lies about us
I swear to God, I would've died about us

[Chorus]
I still got love, look what you done to me
Drag my name through the mud, but I still come up clean
Never would have fell out if it was up to me
I would have stayed down if it was up to me

[Post-Chorus]
It's still
It's still
Even when you're not around
When you're not around, oh

[Verse 3]
Yeah
I'm so used to being hurt by the people I gave my all to
I know you got that call, but you ain't fall through
It's still love
But these days, shit, I'm never surprised
I'm too ahead of your lies
I looked you dead in your eyes, then you cried
But it's nothing, it's been that way since I was five
My daddy had too much pride and my mama was getting high
I seen the worst in people, even blood don't make you related
I'm tainted, I mean it's hard for me to say this, I'm anxious
I let my mental get the best of me
I let the devil get the rest of me
And you ain't never say no bless to me
Look what you did, you made a mess of me

[Chorus]
I still got love, look what you done to me
Drag my name through the mud, but I still come up clean
Never would have fell out if it was up to me
I would have stayed down if it was up to me

[Post-Chorus]
It's still
It's still
Even when you're not around
When you're not around, oh