Losing Myself

[Verse 1]
Feeling old but I treat myself the new me
Met up some new niggas but they’re quite nosey
I don’t know how much I feel but I guess we gon see
These Days friends come and go and it’s annoying me
Dull miserable pain but its moved into slow speed
Over the hedge they say that was my bro-ski
Over all that pain i can never hate you Hodgey
Why do I cry when i wake up in the morning?
And I wonder about it
Prerogative Dreams make lose about it
Seeing my sister when she’s gone make me grief about it
And I can’t do nothing about these days
So I’m rollin I’m rollin

[Chorus]
I’m Hurting,Inside,Outside,Frontline
I’ve been losing friends and findin peace
But honestly that sounds like a fair trade to me
I ever lost one and I’m still here
Mental health problems
I’ve been losing friends and findin peace
But honestly that sounds like a fair trade to me

[Verse 2]
Look don’t invite me to your home if I can’t leave mine
Looking back it’s hard for me to get started
I don’t know who love me but I know that ain’t everybody
I try too hard to make it every body
Every day I feel I’m getting slumbered these days
Knowing I feel my days are numbered in ways
I need to get my head straight or it’s over
I got some feelings for some girls and I know I’m find my closure
That’s the thing i sing about them
But they don’t care that I care for them
I lost way too many friends that were my gems
I can’t do this again
Feel overwhelmed with fear from friends
I made too mistakes that went over my head
Why do people hold grudges until I’m dead
Hate me now but love me when?
I’m asking for forgiveness like god said

[Chorus]
I’m Hurting,Inside,Outside,Frontline
I’ve been losing friends and findin peace
But honestly that sounds like a fair trade to me
I ever lost one and I’m still here
Mental health problems
I’ve been losing friends and findin peace
But honestly that sounds like a fair trade to me

[Part 2]

[Verse 3]
I’m trying I’m trying
Taking tablets for my safety
Trying hold these shackles that hold me
I’m alone in this world come save me
Please Lord come and give me mercy
Please I’m way over my head I’m into deep
I’m sorry to everyone that I meet
I’m bad to be around so hold my apologies
People will only just leave me
Fake love I feel when times are hard for me

[Verse 4]
The New Elite Plan,That was the Escape Plan
But wait why you hate the man,that was kinda cringe man
But wait we linked up with the man
Linked up with the space man
But wait 4K man Damage on the apex man
But chain the chain commands
Lead the line baby stay down
I love you many times you put me way down
I lost myself too too deep in my health
Im spitting on beats
Coming with the heat
You Love me? That’s a lie
Purple emoji
I'm afraid of myself
You taught me how to hate myself
For you, oh, girl, I changed myself
And chained myself down,then I start to blame myself
Back and forth with my head
Thinkin' 'bout all you said
It's been a week since I slept
I miss you yeah in my bed
The same love, it's hard to fake it
You ain't mine, it's hard to face it
All of the time I wasted
I really tried to save us But i can’t take it
You need the space I need the time
One day maybe you’ll be mine

I really should of stop when I did
I’ve hurt too many since I was a kid
Giving away too much money To do better
As a way make myself feel clearer
But all did is make me feel weaker and

[Chorus]
I’m Hurting,Inside,Outside,Frontline
I’ve been losing friends and findin peace
But honestly that sounds like a fair trade to me
I ever lost one and I’m still here
Mental health problems
I’ve been losing friends and findin peace
But honestly that sounds like a fair trade to me