Cycles (feat. AhRiel)

Hate that it came to this
Running in cycles
Yea
Need a good vibe for the bad days
Something that can get us out this sad phase
Caught up in these memories goin mad crazy
It's some good times that we can't save
Handling these growing pains different
Never thought with loving all these problems came with it
Can't explain can we
How we watched the flame dwindle, can't rekindle the spark
Struggle with the same issues now our mentals apart
Enticed by all my vices just to free my mind
Til I'm faced with that eraser when I draw the lines
Thinking eye for an eye, but it left us blind
Skipped a season only thing that fell back was time
Diamond in the rough, felt the pressure
No effort to make it better now
Feeling lesser, I confess I couldn't ever measure up to forever
Both agreed to hold it down, but couldn't hold it together
Thinking now shits all bad
Reminiscing on the things that we all had
A tall task, washing pain away in tall glasses
Every day, rainy skies in the forecast
It's like we know we need assistance but, we ain't been refining it
Searching for that feeling but, we ain't ever finding shit
Really I done paid so much attention, I can show you the stubs
But how I know so much about you, and don't know how to love
How to love, how to love, how to love
How to love ohhh
How to love
How to love, how to love, how to love
How to love
Now we back at it again huh
Issues pile and we stacking it again huh
Both doing the most
You want the scoop or you threatened to dip
Thought we'd always be together, now you flipping the script
But niggas couldn't meet ya interests
So we ending up as friends with some benefits
But that's the thing that bring the flower out the dirt aint it
We don't know, but that's the beauty in the hurt ain't it
Holding on, steady wishing that it's light at the end of the tunnel
But we never compromising, like we stuck in a bubble
Now we going in circles, overcome with the hurdles
Finally realized that we lost a piece to the puzzle
Now this eulogy is meant for you and me
Ruined me, we used to be as sure as 1 and 2 is 3
Got me simpin, I been running out of peace I can't attain it
Going through these changes
No one said these cycles would be painless
How to love, how to love, how to love
How to love ohhh
How to love
How to love, how to love, how to love
How to love
How to love, how to love, how to love
How to love
How to love yeah
How to love, how to love, how to love
How to love yeah