Lost Connection With The Head

Oh Lord, I'm sick of myself
I'd rather bury it than carry it, I'm desperate for help
And barely sentient means just being me
Follow suit the destitute my modus operandi, yeah
A face that's marked by pallor means you're wasting away
So get a tan and raise your hands and take to feeling okay
No one enjoys the party when they're stricken with anemia
A shallow sinking surface simply screaming septicemia
Peace of mind is hard to find
So I'm standing in line and feeling fine
Aye me, sad hours seem long
And even longer when you're numb
Fading away, that's okay
'Cause life has me under her thumb
I'm languorously open ended and the endings no good
I've been told to break the mold and I would if I could
But apathy is easier than caring at all
And the undulating nothingness means having a ball
Incredibly impressive and bereft of concern
Lobotomized and optimized and then I'm ready to burn
At war within myself and self is winning the fight
Because feeling like no one at all means feeling alright
Sense of purpose got me feeling worthless
And I'm fading away and that's okay
Aye me, sad hours seem long
And even longer when you're numb
Fading away, that's okay
'Cause life has me under her thumb
Oh yeah, alright
I'm in a big fat cage and feeling free
That's okay, that's all right
'Cause that's all that's left of me
Oh Lord, I'm sick of myself
I'd rather bury it than carry it, I'm desperate for help
And barely sentient means just being me
Follow suit the destitute my modus operandi, yeah
Aye me, sad hours seem long
And even longer when you're numb
Fading away and that's okay
'Cause life has me under her thumb
Oh yeah, alright
I'm in a big fat cage and feeling free
That's okay, that's alright
'Cause that's all that's left of me
Oh yeah, all right
I'm in a big fat cage and feeling free
Goodbye, goodnight
That's all that's left of me