Nostalgia

I waited months call you
I've tried so hard to get this out
But it's been long enough
And we're both adults so can we talk

She told me things were different
But I know I don't miss it no
Cause in her tired eyes
I see mine six months ago

It seems like time is missing
And I just can't figure it out
When we crossed the line
Where you left love out of sight

My friends all think you're vile
And while that's not a total lie
I can't help think of you
When I pass your street at night

They won't remember
The way we
Drove down your avenue

Or when we
Would sneak in
To your neighbors swimming pool

The highlights
Of my life
Just seem so fictional

And though it's only sometimes
It makes me sad to recognize
They don't know the truth
They'll never see that side of you

I can't wish you badly
Cause I'm not angry anymore
And though it hurts to leave
I think it's time to let you go