Kry 4 Help

[Intro: Mz. Kitty]
Thought they took me out my element
With negative influences perpetuating ignorance
Cuz they dreaming and thinking
Not doing it
Sitting back and not pursuing it
Instead of regenerating negativity
After all that's been done to me
From child molest
To child neglect
And disrespect
You can only imagine the things I've lived
And the things I've seen
I have nightmares no not dreams
From cashing checks to checking hoes
To checking stocks and sipping tea
Things can change
Overnight oh so easily
But change has to be the solution
Not the remedy
Cuz that's just a quick fix
And the solution is permanent
That's why change is my solution
Now I radiate positivity
Cuz through it all I knew it was within me
To gravitate above the reality I created for myself
And rise to the purest version of myself
That was buried inside my protective shell
And become who I was predestined to be
Now I'm back to my element

[Verse 1: Sevin]
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah Yeah
Yeah
Sometimes I feel so alone in my element
Empty heart colder than the stone of the cell I'm in
Dealing with the prejudice that comes with this melanin
Teachers never tried it's not like I'm unintelligent
Bellin' with this hate cuz I was raped while I was celibate
I'm needy of this cake yeah it's shake but I'm selling it
Slowly taking baby steps away from my elegance
Depressed from being broke
My ambitions are irrelevant
Weight of the world bends the bones of my skeleton
All I wanted was some water fell into an empty well again
I've written God so many letters yet I never mail em in
Addicted to the spell of sin
Destined for hell or end
Up gettin cuffed
To the bay with the pelicans
Momma through the glass
Years away from my relatives
Umbrellas never felt like shelter we cried hella tears
Tell my kids these niggas don't know nothing 'bout what failure is

[Chorus: Sevin]
I'm straying away I need You please Lord
This my cry for help through all the pain inside I've felt
I done change I can barely recognize myself
Cuz You're the only thing I'll hit my knees for
Why are people so eager to judge
Through the weaknesses and evil he does
You see him but you treat him with love

[Sevin: Verse 2]
Yeah Yeah
I know the end of the road I am walking through
Another dead nigga' same story but the coffin's new
Stomach growls too loud to hear em when they caution you
There is no return from the life that you are crossing to
So familiar with pain and mourning I have lost a few
Am I the one to blame for every flame that they toss you to?
Big bro they took you and I lost my view
Call a dude
Nothing seems beautiful to me except to talk to you
Soul so hollow kiss the bottle with a solemn mood
Buried my smile deep in the ground like fossil fuel
My pops be trying to tell me son don't let the prison swallow you
It's hard to see the sun when the storm seems to follow you
Nobody loves me the way I know God will do
Hit my knees daily sing your praise baby Hallelu
Chose keeps two and tells me do what I gotta do
It's hard as it gets I can't forget what You brought us through

[Chorus: Sevin]
I'm straying away I need You please Lord
This my cry for help through all the pain inside I've felt
I done change I can barely recognize myself
Cuz You're the only thing I'll hit my knees for
Why are people so eager to judge
Through the weaknesses and evil he does
You see him but you treat him with love, treat him with love